The last few days have been hard days, and as much as I've wanted to be happy I've been having a hard time. My brother Nathan always complains that
hap isn't a word. He reasons that the verb that corresponds with the adjective
shiney is
to shine; so logically speaking there should be a verb that corresponds with the adjective
happy and that verb should be
to hap. I agree. I want to hap...actively. I started thinking about what happiness means to me. Two things come to mind, and both remind me of quotes by Elder Uchtdorf...
First, I like to make stuff. It makes me so happy to make something beautiful.

Elder Uchtdorf said, "As you take the normal opportunities of your daily life and create something of beauty and helpfulness, you improve not only the world around you but also the world within you."

Second, I love to be in love and to be loved. Sometimes I'm selfish and just want to feel loved, but I guess love doesn't work that way. I think it only truly makes you happy when you give it because thats what turns us into the people God wants us to be.

Quote #2:
"Love is the measure of our faith, the inspiration for our obedience, and the true altitude of our discipleship."
— Dieter F. Uchtdorf

I'm grateful for the many people God has given me to love...including "the latest model."